just before it ends


how's your christmas? mine was so-so. i got sick. again and again. and so what i bought with the prize i got from the darts game was one hundred tablets of vitamin C! haha. nevertheless it was fun naman. especially the crisps and gifts. haha.

anyway, i'm currently into Bo Sanchez reading materials, particularly the book you have the power to create love. and i am always moved by his lines. i mean, his words are so powerful...

emotions need to be felt. and then, you can let go. because you cannot let go of what you have not held! allow yourself to feel the pain. it's okay... allow God to embrace you in your pain.


ayun. galaw-galaw. baka mastroke. haha :-p yun lang. i'll make sense next year. i swear!


HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Song lyrics | Umbrella lyrics

a piece of me

it's christmas... at eto yung best time of giving. though it would be nicer if everyday sana, bakit nga ba tuwing christmas lang? mas marami ang bumabait? whatever. well aside from shopping, i'm interested on charity works this holiday. yes, at hindi rin ako SK dito o sinupaman. but due to the fact na i'm not an oh-so rich kiddo, i don't know how to start. well every 24th naman my family goes to munting tahanan ng nazareth here in mawaque and feed the orphans there. kahit konti lang yun, we know we make them happy somehow even just for a day... but this time i want to make it na galing saken. on my own ba. siguro nga i can't. pero if that would always be the case, how can i not can't? maraming ganong mentality ngayon. and shameful, ganun din kasi ako. laging, "saka na pag mayaman na ko". but what about the little i have now? if i consider myself less fortunate, what would then i call those street kids? it's not all about the money naman eh, partly yes. pero yung kaunting meron ako ngayon, kung ipagdadamot ko pa...then who am i to ask for more? who am i to receive more? so i guess, it wouldn't hurt if i'll give away a piece of me...

truth shall set you free

and i'm free! it's the best feeling...

thanks to you, friend (you know who you are). thank you for telling me everything. i owe you a lot. let me save you this time.

dear God,

"i am so thankful. God, You really love me. now i understand everything... why You never let things happen... i am so sorry... i should have listened to You. many times i heard You calling my name, but i never looked back. i was so persistent that i ignored You for so long. it's like i had been sleeping for three months (hello world! I'm awake!). but i still need You...I'll keep on needing You."


pray...it works

yes. i can attest to that fact! I've been courting God, pleasing Him to give me the answer... i prayed hard. i've been in the church every Wednesday, spending an hour there crying and begging Him to take my pain away. now that He has given me the answer, i realized everything. i've got the right answers. as in all. so, pray hard my friends.


forgiveness is a process

it's a long process. but as I've said, I'm not into vengeance anymore. I'm leaving everything to God. His plans are the best. what's left for me is to forget this nightmare. but man. how can i forgive someone who never asks for it? how can i forgive someone who doesn't show any trace of regret? i really can't now.

I have you

i have my friends...and we won't allow anyone to use us again. i love you all!