the love of my life
dearest dad,
how are you there? your daughter is doing better and better. you'll be proud of me, dad. swear. anyway, you used to know everything about me (daddy's girl eh). and i miss that! i miss the nights when you check me on my room and see if i'm asleep or just pretending. i miss it when you do everything to wake me up, and say "bihis na nak, iwan na naten si seysey, mag-mamall tayo" ,and i'll rush to get up only to find out i was deceived. love it dad! i miss it when you carry me on your back not until 14y/o. i miss it when you don't let me come with you and will come home with my favorite McChicken, [and that was the last time i tasted it]. i miss it when you put money on my pocket while mom's not looking. i miss it when you play the guitar for me and sing...
dearest dad,
how are you there? your daughter is doing better and better. you'll be proud of me, dad. swear. anyway, you used to know everything about me (daddy's girl eh). and i miss that! i miss the nights when you check me on my room and see if i'm asleep or just pretending. i miss it when you do everything to wake me up, and say "bihis na nak, iwan na naten si seysey, mag-mamall tayo" ,and i'll rush to get up only to find out i was deceived. love it dad! i miss it when you carry me on your back not until 14y/o. i miss it when you don't let me come with you and will come home with my favorite McChicken, [and that was the last time i tasted it]. i miss it when you put money on my pocket while mom's not looking. i miss it when you play the guitar for me and sing...
♫ isn't she lovely? isn't she wonderful? isn't she precious?
less than one minute old I never thought through love we'd be.
making one as lovely as she. but isn't she lovely made from love...♪
...and there goes my dancing skills,i'll make you laugh. hehe. i miss it when we play chess, and the first time i won, i knew you planned it. (eeh i'm bursting in tears na) dad, i miss you so much! you know well my ambitions... flight stewardess. right. you know i love to travel around the world. and i miss the way you listen to me, and say, "nak, ibaba mo ng konti. taas". i miss my hot chocolate every morning (i'm into coffee now). i miss it when we both panick upon hearing my school service [your money? finish your meal. have you shined ypur shoes?]. i miss it when i come home from school, "i'm home!" and you're like, "mama, anong meryenda ni senyorita?". oh how can i forget, when you got mad because your carbonara went cold. and still remember when i called you while i was in the bathroom because mom got angry with me, i even begged you to come home. oh dad. i love you!
now, my life has really changed. i'm not the kiddo you knew before. i've really grown up and transformed into someone i dreamt of becoming. my perspective in life turned into positive ones. ofcourse you'll hate it when i say i'm in pain right now, but believe me, dad. i'm loving it. it helps me grow...
now, my life has really changed. i'm not the kiddo you knew before. i've really grown up and transformed into someone i dreamt of becoming. my perspective in life turned into positive ones. ofcourse you'll hate it when i say i'm in pain right now, but believe me, dad. i'm loving it. it helps me grow...
Lord, if this pain will make me a better person you wanted me to become...please, don't take it away...
i wish you were right here with me. you're asking me what i want on my debut? come home. that's all i want, dad. that would be your best gift! and promise me one thing: stay with me and wait for your grandchildren. let me pay your kindness, dad. wait for me. we'll all live together in my own palace. that's a deal! =)
i promise, you'll be proud of me. can't wait to hear it straight from you.
i love you so much!
i'll wait for you...
your loving daughter,
sey-sey
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