Tuesday, September 18, 2007

what if she followed herY?


him: i have something to ask.her: i have many things to ask.
him: go ahead.her: do you...do you now love her?
him: i must admit that then, i was just using her... and now ("i'm not happy")...
her: (turned back and tried to hold back her tears) i know, it was me who pushed you to love her. i can see and feel it. excuse me for a sec...
him: you're ok?
her: i'm fine.
him: what about you... do you still love him?
her: ("you just don't know what's inside my heart") he's part of my past.
him: ( "yeah right, he's the reason why i have her now") you're over him?
her: of course.
him: so, can you now tell me what was on your mind why you were sleepless and crying for days?her: nothing.
him: look, i know you more than anyone else does.
her: how much do you know about me?
him: everything. the time you sleep, the food you eat, the coffee you drink, what pisses you off, what makes you cry, what makes you laugh.
her: if you really know me, you need not to ask me anymore. right?
him: you're still inlove with him.her: i just miss someone. someone i've known for years. someone i love for so long and held it inside. he doesn't know how much i love him. and i won't realize that if she didn't come in the picture.
him: why don't you use your heart this time?her: it's too late... you have her.
him: (he held her hand)
her: let go.
him: no, i'll hold you.
her: don't be selfish...you're holding her hand, yet, you don't wanna let go of mine...
him: (there was silence for a minute or two) do you still...do you still love me?
her: (cries more.. "so much... so much, that i want you to be happy... because she can give you more than i can..")i don't need you. what's wrong with you? we're best of friends. but, you can go and leave me. i can live without you.
him: yes we're best of friends. but we both know what's inside our hearts. i can leave her. please come back to me.her: you don't know what you're saying.
him: stop playing. you lost him, and i had her. what's next? i'll lose her and you'll have another man? this is a never-ending game. i still love you. i know you still do.
her: ("i love you. if you come back to me, i'll be the happiest woman in the world!") i don't love you anymore.
him: (hugs her and cries)
her: let me go. she loves you.
him: but i love you. you never had the right decision, make it right this time.
her: actually, i really didn't love you. i never loved you at all! i almost forgot that i had you as my boyfriend two years ago. i even cheated on you then. i just used you. (crap)
him: that's not true. i'll break up with her later. let's stop hurting each other.
her: do that and you will never see me again. please get angry with me!!!
him: i can't. even if you'll hurt me over and over again, i'll still choose to be with you.her: your car! it was me who put catsup and chewing gum all over it. even the powder, i turned your black car into white! if only you hadn't changed the place where you usually park, i would've stolen your side mirror. see?! life's like hell with me. now, get mad!!!
him: (smiled)i love you
her: ("i love you too...") stop it. please come back to her. we'll just be hurting each other.
him: (kissed her passionately)
her: ("i miss this!" slapped him and walked away)
him: please stay... 'c


when all she really wanted to do was to beg him to come back and stay...

questions: when does a wrong decision become a right one? when does a right one become the biggest mistake? when will she allow her heart to beat freely again? how can happiness be achieved without hurting anyone? yes, it is not a matter of a chance...it's a personal choice...
and she chose to LET it all GO...


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