first love never dies
i was viewing somebody else's friendster account when i saw "his". we're good friends now, but not bestfriends as we used to be in the past four years. you may probably guess why. uhm. totoo nga kaya un? like me, u also had your first love, right? not the puppy love ah. uhm. i'll tell you something...i am 100% sure that i am in love with my man now. and i've been faithful to him. pero when i saw "his" (first love) pictures with "his" girl friends...aaaawwww...i got jealous. really. i don't know. dati kasi nung magbest friends pa kame, ganyan din, selosan sa mga opposite sex na kaclose. pero w/o malice yon (or am i just kidding myself then?). maybe i just miss him. our lively conversations over the phone, corny jokes, and the care he has given to me. sweet :] oh men! maybe i just see him as my brother and i am his little sister who gets a little jealous with his new friends. it's not like him kasi, he is a party animal now - meeting all the barbies in the city. he's a grown up man. im happy for him. it's just that i miss my long lost bud. anyway, that could be my own verdict, first love doesn't die a natural death. it still sees. it cares. agree?
i was viewing somebody else's friendster account when i saw "his". we're good friends now, but not bestfriends as we used to be in the past four years. you may probably guess why. uhm. totoo nga kaya un? like me, u also had your first love, right? not the puppy love ah. uhm. i'll tell you something...i am 100% sure that i am in love with my man now. and i've been faithful to him. pero when i saw "his" (first love) pictures with "his" girl friends...aaaawwww...i got jealous. really. i don't know. dati kasi nung magbest friends pa kame, ganyan din, selosan sa mga opposite sex na kaclose. pero w/o malice yon (or am i just kidding myself then?). maybe i just miss him. our lively conversations over the phone, corny jokes, and the care he has given to me. sweet :] oh men! maybe i just see him as my brother and i am his little sister who gets a little jealous with his new friends. it's not like him kasi, he is a party animal now - meeting all the barbies in the city. he's a grown up man. im happy for him. it's just that i miss my long lost bud. anyway, that could be my own verdict, first love doesn't die a natural death. it still sees. it cares. agree?
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