Wednesday, April 11, 2007

endurance

i really love this word. with it, i have experienced all these...
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the big drops of rain. in my 10 month training as a basic cadet, i had encountered the complexities of rotc (not to mention the instant tanning, hmp). we have been taught a lot of things, like facing a war at an unexpexted time, even peace time. so what the hell are we thinking? it was our graduation day [held in an open space], and it was just a rain... funny but we continued the program despite our wet looks and all.
endured!
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the pain i felt for almost a year. i want to have a peace of mind... this pain ive been bearing had really caused a wound in my heart that seems to stay forever. i am happy now, but there's this emptiness inside. i tried to hide it, but in silence, there is pain. and now, i have arrived to a decision, the need to reconcile. i need it. (see my next post)
endured!
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the tension among his family. finally, i met them. paul's mom is very kind. they asked me to sit, and whoa! i wasn't informed it was a hot seat. his mom, dad, lola, and brother were all there staring at me and throwing questions and many questions... i wished there was a juice or water i could drink every after question so i would have enough time thinking of better answers.
endured!

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