"alone but not lonely"
(long post)
i came as early as 7.20 am at AUF to take a special test in rotc. after we finished the exam, i made an appointment with my groupmates in bio. we did the film review for two hours of walking (looking for the vcd) and eating. after that, we received a text msg from euj informing usthat the deadline for the submission of the film review was moved. ang sweet ni sir! ehehe. then my journey alone begun...
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8:30am. school
me
what time tayo meet? --message sent--
paul
ikaw? after lunch gusto mo? 12.30
me
ok.
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10:12 am. int shop
nasya
sino kasama mo maglulunch? lapit na tayo matapos.
me
(facing the monitor) ewan. uhm. uhm. pakitext si paul. pakisabi lunch ako sa kanila.
nasya
ok. uhm uhm. here. paul replied "di pwede, wala tao sa bahay. libre nalang kita sa sm?"
(everybody now "oooooohhhh how sad..")
wigi
that's the point nga eh.
(laughs)
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10:48am
lhey
ui alis na ko. padental cleaning pa ko
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11:03am
nasya
balik ako ah. hintay nako dentist ko
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11.15am. highway
wigi
tara shey! take home nalang toh. wanna go home
me
ok let's go.. uhm g? san ako sasakay papuntang sm?
wigi
ayan pandan. sakay na, tapos bababa ka sa terminal. bye... ingat
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11:50am. sm_kfc
oorder ba ko hinde? kung pipila ako, malamang kaorder ko, wala na ko chair and i have to ask for somebody to share his table with me. dyahe yon. lipat, lipat
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11:29am. _dunkin donuts
paul texted me and asked where am i. i pretended i'm not here yet so he won't worry about me. facing the wall, i ate my lunch. all alone. i tried to finish my bunwich so when he comes, he won't see me that way.
it's 12:25, i stood outside the food chain and waited for him there. still haven't seen his shadow - no text, no call. 5 steps forward and i grabbed a book just infront dunkin donuts.
12:50, one blink, heavy tears would fall. i looked up. then it falls down. as i wiped my tears. i saw him looking at me. i smiled.
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"i thought you'll never come."
"i saw you walked down there. i saw you grabbed a book. i saw you looked up. i saw you cried."
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aaaaawwww. senseless post huh? but it meant a lot.
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