Monday, February 18, 2008

nothing's gonna stop me from loving

two of my great guy friends confided to me their love problems... their girlfriends started to act different and they seemed to be so cold. the problem: they felt unwanted. and so it made their valentine's a bit lonely. they were kinda hurt, and it hurts me as well to see them that way. they love their precious girls. but sometimes, girls do something crazy just to be pampered. men need attention too. valentine's is not created just for women to receive flowers and chocolates. however, we expect so much from our lovers. if only i were rich, i would have bought roses for them all. but reality would show, i am not =p so what piece i could offer them is my time. my precious time. and it makes me feel satisfied when i see them smiling. i love them not because they need one. . . but because i have so much love to give! as one of them said, "buti nalang wala ka boyfriend". nang-insulto ba? hehe. without taking in, i asnwered, "boyfriends at girlfriends ko kayong lahat". =)


how did i celebrate that 2.14 day?
i woke up at 7 and i was surprised when i saw my inbox full of messages. it was not the usual number as to the other days. i thought i was late for school, those could be wake-up messages from my loving classmates. when i got back my mind to consciousness, loosen up, shey! it's valentine's day!!! gahd. i almost almost almost forgot!!!

on my way to school, i was listening to my playlist, "loud", and i hardly noticed couples passed by me. i overlooked the flowers and heart stuffs in the street, and so did the girls with bouquets covering entirely their tops. still, i was in bewilderment. i stared at the man standing in one corner hiding something behind him, "napano yon?" i asked myself. at yon, nalimutan ko na naman. parang dapat may sign board, "shey, it's valentine's day! may reklamo?"

pag pasok ko sa room, dun ko palang nafeel and essence ng araw na yon. . . greetings, sweet kisses, and hugs from my classmates. i did receive a rose and stuffs from my friends. sobrang kahit small things, natouch nako. after the exam, ayan, tambay na kame sa labas ng room, watching lovers from the 3rd floor. then noy spoke up, "wala akong date". asus! ako meron, i teased. then i heard my two girlfriends calling me, "shey! baba ka na, tara na!". hahaha. nabuking tuloy ako. hehe. ayun, we had fun. sobra. we ate good food. tas kwentuhan about sa mga crushes namen. hehe.

the next day, may post celebration pa. after the class open forum, iyakin talaga ako (na-touch lang naman), we went straight to McDonald's. aun patak-patak till nakabuo ng 271 pesos and bought 3 large fries, 1 regular fries, 2 mcfloat, and 3 sundae... good for 12 persons. hehe. as soon as we finished eating (sobrang soon), nagkwentuhan kame about being single and being in a complicated relationship (still with the sad boys). tapos, we had girls dinner sa house ni ate ron (thank you so much ate), sad di pwede boys dun, pero di naman sila magpapahule, they hung out at jan's place.

full
i am full. i found a reason to celebrate everday. with good friends and tasty food. hmmmn. can't be lonely again =)

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